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Semper Fi

19 SEP 2001  •  by Duncan Murrell

I'm thinking about the Marines these days, because my friends who are still in the Corps are getting ready to go into action again. I got your jihad right here, motherfucker, I can hear them saying. I know them, I know them as you know someone in the intimacy of fatigue and pride and boredom and isolation. I know that they will go wherever we send them, and that they will do what we tell them, and that some of them will die doing it. We Marines obeyed orders, and we used to wink at each other when we received orders that seemed to make no sense. It is not mine to question why. We just went and did it.

When we were training at The Basic School (something like a college for new Marine officers), we were taken to Gettysburg to see the battlefield. The only part of the battle we were made to walk was Pickett's Charge. We stood abreast of each other, a hundred bald and swaggering young men in a line. We left the tree line and walked through a huge open field that felt bigger with every step and sloped upward toward a ridge guarded by the black cannons of the Union artillery.

It took a long time to cross that field, and by the halfway point we'd stopped the catcalling and playacting ("I'm hit, Scarlett!"). Thousands had died on the ground below our feet. By the time we reached the top, we'd been sobered by the foolishness, the courage and the awesome failure. "This is what you've got to be able to do," one of our instructors said. "You've got to charge when they say charge, devil dog. And some of you are going to be the ones giving the order. Gut it up, Marines!"

They'll do whatever we tell them to do. They'll drop out of airplanes into the rough highlands of Afghanistan if that's what we want. They'll fight door to door in Kabul or Baghdad or Damascus--whatever. Doesn't matter. They are aware that millions of their countrymen are angry and that it is their job to be the embodiment of that anger. In that first flush of grief and sentimentalism and hubris, they will want to be the first ones on the ground, locked and loaded. They will face death (and all of my Marine friends have seen men die, that's nothing new) believing that they are doing what we wish we could do for ourselves, a thing only they can do, a thing they vowed to do. They will take comfort and strength from this.

But there will be some winking. You won't see it on CNN because the Marines who talk to television cameras know the drill: We're proud to be here, we're ready, God bless America, I've got a special delivery for Mr. bin Laden. And it won't matter if they're ready or not. There will be Marines moving to the sound of the guns, prepared to die, committing great acts of courage, who might have counseled a different course of action had anyone asked. But no one will ask, and they won't speak up. It is not mine to question why.

It's ours.

8 COMMENTS

i may be sweet and inncoent but i raised a marine. x2. I have one son ready to go and another chomping at the bit. My father was a marine and I know that if he were here. he would be proud. You defend our freedom, our way of life, everything we stand for. and I , for one, am proud. semper fi. We have your back too.
by yankeedoll (yankeedoll523@hotmail.com) , minnesota 4 Mar 2007, 11:47pm Report this comment
iam an 18 year old high school senior, i have just signed up to join the Marines...but not everyone believes this war and our Marines, Navy, Army, Air Force etc...are worth their son/daughter/wife/husbands lives. when i told my mother and father that i was joining the Marines, i was told i would recieve no support what-so-ever, and i havnt...now i leave for boot camp very soon, still no support. my point? if i would have done what i was told, i would not be a Marine.
by ssny999 , WI 18 Mar 2007, 1:39am Report this comment
ssny999, you have my support, Semper Fi and Thank you
by Cunningham (truxton1234@yahoo.com) , Calumet, Michigan 30 Mar 2007, 9:52pm Report this comment
I am hoping to go into the marines and I beleave that God is blest by the marines.
by SEMPER FIDELIS (hesed_victor@yahoo.com) , BLOOMINGTON 4 Apr 2007, 2:44pm Report this comment
The Marines, to me, are amazing. I am currently a sophmore in high school, but as soon as I graduate, I plan to go into the Marines. I think it will be just a great experience. They protect, have tons of courage, and are willing to die for people who don't deserve the protection the Marines provide. I hope to be apart of those few. Semper Fi. <3
by Magenta (psycho.ness@hotmail.com) , Blacksburg, VA 19 Jun 2007, 7:28pm Report this comment
Today I became depressed thinking about the friends I have lost that served with me in the Corps. I am out now and as I witness society living a careless life I wonder if it was worth it. I have met so many selfish people that I wonder if I will ever fit in. To try and get this off my shoulders I started to write. The following came out. It has seemed to help. We were trained to kill Yet, Everyday we save lives The wealthy look down upon us Yet, We lift them up We are always away from home Yet, The bond of our brotherhood is unbreakable A war eventually ends Our commitment is engrained forever Society is loyal to self Always faithful, God, Corps and Country Is our motto Semper Fi
by tobywood , Portland 2 Nov 2007, 3:22am Report this comment
this is a very strong and rewarding post. i am a second year college student playing football. but desperately want to join the marines as soon as im out of college because of fear that i wont get a chance to get some payback for what they did to us six and some odd years ago and are still doing now. We are America, and for those who say we shouldnt be over there fighting for our freedom are so terrible wrong. Their bucketheads and I dont need any thanks from them, because i know whats right and i will become a marine soon.
by semperfi722 (athelete012@yahoo.com) , kansas 13 Nov 2007, 9:32pm Report this comment
as an American, I believe in souls, in life, in love, and in friendship and loyalty. as death surrounds us, we look for faith to guide us into the next day. I never served, but I know that a certain brotherhood is shared with military members. I never have and never will agree with why my country has taken the actions it has in the last 7 years, but I am an American. I will always support my troops, but we should all call for their return! If one is really concerned with the future, of society, and of the world in large, they would relize that its beyond repair. How are you going to solve our problems? pull out. we can't afford our own problems... but we cont to involve ourselves in everyone else's buisness... if anyone can explain why I pay 3.89 for a gallon of gas, please do... I'm all ears
by cmm Hillsborough 8 May 2008, 1:45am Report this comment
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